D&C 121:38-39
121:38 - JS continues with what happens when someone is consumed by their own sins, and this speaks to me personally because I spent many years like this, and probably still do. The verse says, “Behold, ere he is aware, he is left unto himself, to kick against the pricks, to persecute the saints, and to fight against God.” It’s interesting that he says “ere he is aware” and this really is the point for so much in our lives, we can’t see what is really happening but everyone else can. I wonder why that is, what blinds us to our own truth, whether it’s that we aren’t keeping the commandments but we think we are or if we think we are being a good person when in fact we are not. And the opposite is true, most of us are much harder on ourselves than we should be, or definitely harder on ourselves than the Lord is, I believe. I’ve had many instances where I was so angry with myself, that I was sure the Lord was super disappointed in me, but He’s whispered that I’m doing a good job and th...